Unsure...

Well, Jeremy got an email from Ana. I still haven't gotten one from Monica which is kinda making me sad cuz I really miss her and I don't want to lose touch with her. I wish I could just go back and visit sometime before I leave for college.

At youth group on Wednesday, Lon made the announcement that he'll be leaving youth ministry in June. It was really hard to hear. I dunno, part of me kept saying that it won't affect me because I'll be gone for college but there are still going to be the rest of the events this summer he won't be at... and if he leaves Bethany (which is still up in the air), he won't be around when I come home for visits. I guess it's just sort of hard to take cuz he's been like family to all of us over the past years... but it's in God's hands and I know wherever he ends up will be wonderful. I'm sure the next leadership will be great too and everyone who's still around after we leave will have a good time growing with God.



It's weird. High school is very quickly coming to an end. I remember last month thinking "Wow, three months still seems kinda long." But now it's less than two months and it feels like just last week I was saying it was three. Plus with JSB, ditch day, senior trip, etc, it's going to go by really fast... Before I know it, I'll be in South Africa... and then Calvin (go Knights!).


So... a lot of stuff's been going on. There's more than just this, but I don't want to post all of it. I just feel odd, and slightly confused... maybe a little scared.




"Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your might. Amen."